Why Cant You see Me Cring ?

Watching you go is slowly killing me inside
To see the pain you suffer, it just isn't right
I find myself crying though you're still here.
One day you won't be, and that's my greatest fear.

So I soak up the moments I still have with you.
And regret the ones I lost when I had better things to do.
I know there are things I can never make up for,
And still somewhere inside you loved me all the more

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..


safa said...

i wish i culd hav said him these wordx wn he left me.........

he went away n took my heart ....
i droped a tear n died dat nit3.... =[

Syed Hamid Jamal said...

safa !

i don't know much about you, but i have been reading your post since long.. may be more than a year!!

The pain you feel inside you and shows it through your writing, its just like the giving name to MY FEELINGS as well..

I dont know what you will be feeling about me, but i really admire your sorrows..

Your beloved must be a lucky one.

Kaha suna muaaf!

Syed Hamid Jamal