I am Running Away From My Life



I hate this feeling of displacement,
Not knowing where I'm headed.
Not knowing how to react.
Heading to a place that I have created.

Slice open,
The pain held inside.
And let it slip away.
Every night that I have cried.

Let the blood drop,
Let it all slip away.
Let life slowly stop,
This life of disarray.

Foot steps...their coming,
Cover the blood,
Don't show what you are becoming.
Don't show the crimson flood.

Place on that mask,
That mask of happiness.
Forced smile...always a task.
My veins now becoming bloodless.

In they walk,
The blood still dripping.
Full of empty talk,
I can feel my life slipping.

Never did I want to die,
I just wanted to feel,
And then asked why?
To stop feeling numb would have been ideal.

But now as I slip away,
I can see things were never right.
A fake life was on display.
To the skies I am taking flight.

Why won't this life let me go,
Take me away from my life of hell..

4 comments:

trendyhimanshi said...

hey!!! man u r really a brilliant person n u shud not loose ur hope jst hav confident n move higher in lyf...

Raj said...

wonder why u'd say that?
wonder why i ask u?
do i really know u?
why?\
no one said it'd be easier...
game in n game out?

U spoke POETERY,
words pluged in butifully.

I give some philosophy
the uglier part of litracy.

Anonymous said...

r u very sad????
wt makes u so sad??
cheer up man cz u hv gt an mazing talent..keep it up..!!!

lots of best wishes..

Longoria said...

My heart is hurting,
It feels like burning.
You laugh and smile as im crying,
You dont care that im dieing.
You sit and listen to me whimper,
You love to mess with my short temper.
Your just like all the rest,
Your nothing but a pest.