There is Only One Life

There's no more my heart can take
Always a second chance I want to make
Now it has become three, if it turns four
I will go away for I cant bear more

I can't rule your life for you
The choice is yours with what you do
Inside I have but nothing left
In times of love it feels like death

I'm only human, wanting more joy
Don't treat me like I'm just a toy
I hope from now you'll think of me
Through this distance, in love's loyalty

We have one life to walk in hand
At times it's hard, at times it's grand
None is perfect from mistakes we grow
Through thick n thin, through rain and snow

The future comes, but past forgot
Dishonesty n betrayal will only rot
This is the fact I want you to see
How much in life, you mean to me! Read More >>

Love is Life

We have walked in Love's land a little way,
We have learnt his lesson a little while,
And shall we not part at the end of day,
With a sigh, a smile?
A little while in the shine of the sun,
We were twined together, joined lips forgot
How the shadows fall when day is done,
And when Love is not ..

We have made no vows - there will none be broke,
Our love was free as the wind on the hill,
There was no word said we need wish unspoke,
We have wrought no ill ..

So shall we not part at the end of day,
Who have loved and lingered a little while,
Join lips for the last time, go our way,
With a sigh, a smile ..

Reality of NoBoDy

When you left me crying alone
I feel i am a N0b0dy
When God doesn't want to hear me
He proved I am a N0b0dy

When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy

When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy

When i feel lonely in a crowd
That's because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it's the prayers of N0B0Dy

Will You Hold Me If I Fall ?

Throughout the years
I have come to see
you've been the one
whose supported me

You've been my shoulder
when I needed to cry
You've been my motivator
when I forgot to try

You've been the one
to hold me close
You've held my chin up
when I needed it most

Of all the things
that I have seen
I know you're the one
on which I can lean

All these years
you've been my friend
Your hand to me
is what you lent

I've always thought
of me and you
as a friendship that
is more than true

Now I know
what I failed to see
More than just friends
is what's meant to be

I am sorry that
it took so long
but please understand
I'm scared to be wrong

The fear itself
is starting to fade
now that a new
relationship's been made

Everything I want
is everything you are
Tue love and happiness
is not that far..

I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed..

Will You still Love me If I Die?

When I die,
I'll still love you with all my heart,

I'll be looking down on you praying you'll still be happy,

I'll be hoping you still remember the great times we had.

And when I die,
I'll still be thinking about you every minute of every day,

I'll be thinking about whether you still think about me,

I'll be thinking about how much I really meant to you,
But when I die,

Will you still think about me?
Will you remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing?

Will you still have room for me in your heart?
So when I die,
Will you still love me?

Aj bhi . .

Aaj bhi tere Liye dil mein Chahtein baki hain,
Tujse Jo kerni the wo adhori Batein baki hain ..

Tumne Kese Soch liya k Muje teri Talab nahi,
Dil mein Utar k Dekh Lo teri Hajtein Baki hain ..

Kabi Fursat Miley tu Aa ker Dekh mere Makaan mein,
Aaj b Teri Khushbu Teri Ahaatein Baki Hain ..

Dekh mera Zaraf k Mein Toot ker b Bikhra nahi,
Ankh Mein Ansu Hain per Lab pe Muskurahtein baki hain ~

Aj bhi . . .

Usey Kehna

Bikher rahi heY meri Zaat Usey kehna
Kabi Miley tu Yehi Baat Usey Kehna,

Wo Sath tha tu Zamana Tha humsafar mera
Magr ab koi nahi Mere Sath Usey kehna,

Usey kehna k Bin us k din Nahi Kat'ta
Sisak Sisak k kat'ti haI Raat Usey kehna,

Usey Pukarun k Khud he pohanch jaun uss k pas
Nahi Rahey Wo halaat usey Kehna,

Agr wo Phir b na Lotey tu aYe meharban Qasid
Hamari Zeest k Halaat Usey Kehna,

Her jeet Us k Naam ker Raha Hun Mein,
Main Manta Hun apni Haar ..

Usey kehna :((

Death to Death

Yun toot k chahna tera Emaan ho shaId
Tere Seene meIn b koI tufaan ho shaId..

Mat Muje Aazma Itna k dam nikaL jaYe
Mere Waj00d meIn Teri b Jan ho shaId .. Read More >>

Meri takmeel ho Jaye ..

Bata Rah-e-mohabat Mein chalon mein kis trah Tanha,
Bina tere Mere humdum,chala mujse nahi jata ..

Meri khushiyon k sab khakey Tumhare bin adhure hain,
Mere sapne,meri Ratein,Mere sab din Adhure hain ..

Mera Sapna haqeeqat mein,Jo Yun tabdeel ho Jaye,
Agr tum aa Milo Humse ..

Meri Takmeel ho Jaye :)

My Soul is Crying..

Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..

Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there's always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,

One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..

All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It's your own heart you can't run..

I'll Wait For You Till I am live

A lengthy silence falls gracefully between the two lovers,
Trying to read the stare U comes to the realization of the anguish we share..

I the blink of an eye You crushes my hopes, dreams and desires,
with the words to follow..

I cant do this to you anymore, we need to stop talking for a while, I'll call you soon,
Depression sets in as You turns and walks away into the enfolding night..

..Watching the love of his life walk away I whispers to her fading silhouette " I will wait for you " Read More >>

God made me just to be Unhappy ?

Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun :) ~ Read More >>

You were made just unforgetable

Jita b Usko sochun Utna he door paun
Jitna b Usko chahon khud he bikharta Jaun,

Mein Aam Sa Musafir be-aas,be-sahara
Wo door kahin basta aasmaan ka tara,

Mein Rait sey Ulajthi Sehraoon ki hawa Hoon
Wo sahilon peY chalta bad-e-saba ka jhonka,

Haan farak tu bhut hey,
per Baat yeh Fakat hai .. ?

Mein lakh toot jaun
Khud sey he rooth Jaun,

Per Yeh na h0ga Mujse ..
k,Mein usk0 bhul jaun..

God had made you for me , i ever thought as if you were an angel sent from Allah just for me , But I never know you will be gone forever,but forever seems very short because you were made just UNFORGETABLE :) Read More >>

I just Cant ..

Yun Gawarah nae Jeena Bin Tere Muje
Kyun hey Juda k0i tu Waja Bata Dey Muje,

Kuch aur nae tu Ker Itna Karam
Janan Tu Yaad na aYe wo Jaga Bta Dey Muje .. Read More >>

I feel You are My One True Love

Happiness is when we feel completed
Being in love is no longer feeling defeated
What I wish for is the world to be like you
Sweet, gentle, caring and true

Now you are gone, my world is incomplete
I hope one day I will meet
Someone who can make time stand still
I hope they can make me feel

The way you made me
You set my heart free
Of course no one could replace you
My one true love will always be you.. Read More >>

When You Look Into My Eyes

When you look into my eyes..
what do you see?

When you look into my eyes..
what is it that brings you close to me? it the love i have for you?..
or is it just me?..

When you look into my eyes..
what does it make you think of when you are near me?

When you look into my eyes..
What do you want from me?

When you look into my eyes..
why do i always get a feeling that you are always going to be with me?

When i look into your eyes i see myself there..

... when i look into your eyes i feel so free Read More >>

Why Does this Happen in Love?

Why does this happen in love?

In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?

Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.

In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?

This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state..

The Day You loved Me

Loving was something I ran from
Trusting was something that didn't come easy.

Being myself was something I could never do
Faking a smile was something that came naturally.

Hating myself was something I could not hide
Being free was something that seemed so far away.

Wishing was something I learned didn't come true..

Everything was just so fake to me.
I was a stranger to myself.
But that all changed in one quick heartbeat.
When you said you loved me..

If My past Could be My future

For as long as I can remember
you have had the biggest part in my life
There has always been this magic between us
and I never even wasted a minute on the idea
that we could ever grow apart

But now I'm left here alone
thinking of our memorable past
realizing it's the only thing I have left of you
memories that were once so sweet and meaningfull
but now became so bitter and painfull
Because I'm concious of the fact
that I'll never experience them ever again

And I didn't just lose our love.I lost our friendship that was so precious to me.But it's impossible for me to 'just be your friend.And make you love me again
the way you used to before you fell for U ..

Just know that you are my entire past
but that you are not even a part of my future ..=( Read More >>

I wish I was Dreaming

I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.

I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.

I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.

Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..

And It was only she ..

Nobody knows why
That little girl cries
Nobody knows why
She as so much pain in her eyes

Nobody knows why
She wears long sleeves to cover her arms
Nobody knows why
She causes herself harm

Nobody knows why
She killed herself that day
Nobody knows why
She never said what she had to say

Nobody knows why
And its to late to see
That, that little girl
Was she n only she :(

I always thought you are also a victim like me , paying for " Others " Sins , but while doing that , You killed yourself !

Ah , You killed me :(

How I found You, NoBoDy

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach

Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish

Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn

Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky

If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow

Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration

Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-) Read More >>

Even I Cant Hide My Hurt

When u r in pain,
when ur heart is broken when ur tounge stop talkin,

When u needs to cry but ur eyes is dry..U r in pain!

When u prefer to die when ur heart needs supply
When use the morning night when ur eyes closed cuz u feel fright

When u feel that all when u have no soul ,U r in pain !

When u write to express when ur hurt progress,when u see the more less
you r in pain !

When ur love gone away when u feel that no way,

You are in pain ..

Life is Just an illusion

Life Is an Illusion,Making the world a big confusion,Taking unreal fantasies Into a living reality,Exchanging the pain in your heart,Turning it into a shame of humility,Deceiving your eyes,Making up believable lies,Believing in your illusions
Is seeing what you want to see ..

Seeking for the truth, You only want to believe,Its a state of mind Taking over your life. Read More >>

Your smile, My everything

J0 lafzOn se tUne bUna hai
wOh haseen pyaar ka silsila hai ~``
tU hassa to ye aalam hassa hai~``..

Please :(

Mene her rOz Dua meIn tuJe manGa heY,
Hun beWafa mGr Wafa Sey Tuje Manga hey ~

KbI SaJde meIn Ja ker Puchna apne rab Sey ,
Mene kIs kIs ada Sey tuje Manga Hey ~

- Waiting for a Chance to come up , the Day I will Get You Forever in My life , i know I will, NoBody!

Though I was worthless ,But Never My Love was :| Read More >>

Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again

Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain?

We Loved To Create Memories

Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise

When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true ..

My Silence Speaks Alot

The Silence In my Words,The Un-Asked Question Forces me to Move towards an Undesired Direction.
In Its Own Classic Gait,Life Moves,
Once blinded,thought There was no One To Lose.

Deprived of the feelings of happiness,I feel left alone in this Mess loneliness,Finding out love In You..
I Try,Unable to Smile,Unable to Cry.

I Was Always There For You

Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...

You'll Never Understand Me

This Is My Advanced Feeling
I'm feeling on top of the world!
This is my turn
to show the world who i am!
I am A human being!

This is my Advanced Feeling
And this who i Truely well are!
This is my feelings
and this is who i am
why cant you understand me
and take me!

This is my advanced feelings
why wont you let me
live theses
these are precious
this is me!
This is my world
Please drop In
Because that Is that
this is all i can be

And This Is My Advanced Feelings!
Please don't try and understand
Because you never will!
Theses are Mine ..

Time Qualifies EveryThing

Time Doesnt Wait..

If You Think You might Have Found The Right One,Treasure the Person,Doesnt let that PErson get Away.

Dont Let Fear Hold You Back,
Get it a Try else You might Regret !
No One Other Than ourselvEs know,
What can truely Make Us HapPy ..

Nowhere To Leave The Pain

Time has come and gone,
Through laughter and pain,
Our good times many,
And bad times few,

You may be gone,
But having your spirit around eases the pain,
Stories among many,
Bad stories among the few,

You held on for weeks while we prayed you wouldnt leave,
Then even all of it was gone including pain,
You taught me fear is bad,
But so long as you believe everything will be alright,

You once told me once you left to listen to the wind,
And when I was lonely just listen,
So now here I sit,
I listen, but hear nothing,

Then one day I heard you whisper and then it rang,
Pain forgotten,
Lessons many,
Crying few,
Now all I got left of you is the whisper in the wind .. Read More >>

The Way You Left Me...

Sometimes I Aches,For too Many Reasons to Acknowledge,


SOmetimes I Cry,
Because the Ache Never Goes Away,
For a Reason,The Way You Left Me ..

~ Dedicated to NoBoDy ~

- Look I am all bleeding , Blood stained :( Read More >>

True Love Lasts Forever

Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"

They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you

Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it

But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never end..