I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed.. Read More >>

Will You still Love me If I Die?

When I die,
I'll still love you with all my heart,

I'll be looking down on you praying you'll still be happy,

I'll be hoping you still remember the great times we had.

And when I die,
I'll still be thinking about you every minute of every day,

I'll be thinking about whether you still think about me,

I'll be thinking about how much I really meant to you,
But when I die,

Will you still think about me?
Will you remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing?

Will you still have room for me in your heart?
So when I die,
Will you still love me? Read More >>

Aj bhi . .

Aaj bhi tere Liye dil mein Chahtein baki hain,
Tujse Jo kerni the wo adhori Batein baki hain ..

Tumne Kese Soch liya k Muje teri Talab nahi,
Dil mein Utar k Dekh Lo teri Hajtein Baki hain ..

Kabi Fursat Miley tu Aa ker Dekh mere Makaan mein,
Aaj b Teri Khushbu Teri Ahaatein Baki Hain ..


Dekh mera Zaraf k Mein Toot ker b Bikhra nahi,
Ankh Mein Ansu Hain per Lab pe Muskurahtein baki hain ~

Aj bhi . . . Read More >>

Usey Kehna

Bikher rahi heY meri Zaat Usey kehna
Kabi Miley tu Yehi Baat Usey Kehna,

Wo Sath tha tu Zamana Tha humsafar mera
Magr ab koi nahi Mere Sath Usey kehna,

Usey kehna k Bin us k din Nahi Kat'ta
Sisak Sisak k kat'ti haI Raat Usey kehna,

Usey Pukarun k Khud he pohanch jaun uss k pas
Nahi Rahey Wo halaat usey Kehna,

Agr wo Phir b na Lotey tu aYe meharban Qasid
Hamari Zeest k Halaat Usey Kehna,

Her jeet Us k Naam ker Raha Hun Mein,
Main Manta Hun apni Haar ..

Usey kehna :(( Read More >>

Death to Death

Yun toot k chahna tera Emaan ho shaId
Tere Seene meIn b koI tufaan ho shaId..

Mat Muje Aazma Itna k dam nikaL jaYe
Mere Waj00d meIn Teri b Jan ho shaId .. Read More >>

Meri takmeel ho Jaye ..

Bata Rah-e-mohabat Mein chalon mein kis trah Tanha,
Bina tere Mere humdum,chala mujse nahi jata ..

Meri khushiyon k sab khakey Tumhare bin adhure hain,
Mere sapne,meri Ratein,Mere sab din Adhure hain ..

Mera Sapna haqeeqat mein,Jo Yun tabdeel ho Jaye,
Agr tum aa Milo Humse ..

Meri Takmeel ho Jaye :) Read More >>

My Soul is Crying..

Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..

Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there's always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,

One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..

All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It's your own heart you can't run.. Read More >>

I'll Wait For You Till I am live

A lengthy silence falls gracefully between the two lovers,
Trying to read the stare U comes to the realization of the anguish we share..

I the blink of an eye You crushes my hopes, dreams and desires,
with the words to follow..

I cant do this to you anymore, we need to stop talking for a while, I'll call you soon,
Depression sets in as You turns and walks away into the enfolding night..

..Watching the love of his life walk away I whispers to her fading silhouette " I will wait for you " Read More >>

God made me just to be Unhappy ?

Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun :) ~ Read More >>

You were made just unforgetable

Jita b Usko sochun Utna he door paun
Jitna b Usko chahon khud he bikharta Jaun,

Mein Aam Sa Musafir be-aas,be-sahara
Wo door kahin basta aasmaan ka tara,

Mein Rait sey Ulajthi Sehraoon ki hawa Hoon
Wo sahilon peY chalta bad-e-saba ka jhonka,

Haan farak tu bhut hey,
per Baat yeh Fakat hai .. ?

Mein lakh toot jaun
Khud sey he rooth Jaun,

Per Yeh na h0ga Mujse ..
k,Mein usk0 bhul jaun..

God had made you for me , i ever thought as if you were an angel sent from Allah just for me , But I never know you will be gone forever,but forever seems very short because you were made just UNFORGETABLE :) Read More >>

I just Cant ..

Yun Gawarah nae Jeena Bin Tere Muje
Kyun hey Juda k0i tu Waja Bata Dey Muje,

Kuch aur nae tu Ker Itna Karam
Janan Tu Yaad na aYe wo Jaga Bta Dey Muje .. Read More >>

Why Does this Happen in Love?

Why does this happen in love?

In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?

Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.

In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?

This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state.. Read More >>

I wish I was Dreaming

I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.

I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.

I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.

Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave .. Read More >>

And It was only she ..

Nobody knows why
That little girl cries
Nobody knows why
She as so much pain in her eyes

Nobody knows why
She wears long sleeves to cover her arms
Nobody knows why
She causes herself harm

Nobody knows why
She killed herself that day
Nobody knows why
She never said what she had to say

Nobody knows why
And its to late to see
That, that little girl
Was she n only she :(

I always thought you are also a victim like me , paying for " Others " Sins , but while doing that , You killed yourself !

Ah , You killed me :( Read More >>

How I found You, NoBoDy

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach

Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish

Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn

Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky

If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow

Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration

Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-) Read More >>

Life is Just an illusion

Life Is an Illusion,Making the world a big confusion,Taking unreal fantasies Into a living reality,Exchanging the pain in your heart,Turning it into a shame of humility,Deceiving your eyes,Making up believable lies,Believing in your illusions
Is seeing what you want to see ..

Seeking for the truth, You only want to believe,Its a state of mind Taking over your life. Read More >>

Please :(

Mene her rOz Dua meIn tuJe manGa heY,
Hun beWafa mGr Wafa Sey Tuje Manga hey ~

KbI SaJde meIn Ja ker Puchna apne rab Sey ,
Mene kIs kIs ada Sey tuje Manga Hey ~








- Waiting for a Chance to come up , the Day I will Get You Forever in My life , i know I will, NoBody!

Though I was worthless ,But Never My Love was :| Read More >>

Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again

Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain? Read More >>

We Loved To Create Memories

Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise

When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true .. Read More >>

I Was Always There For You

Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying... Read More >>