I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed.. Read More >>

Usey Kehna

Bikher rahi heY meri Zaat Usey kehna
Kabi Miley tu Yehi Baat Usey Kehna,

Wo Sath tha tu Zamana Tha humsafar mera
Magr ab koi nahi Mere Sath Usey kehna,

Usey kehna k Bin us k din Nahi Kat'ta
Sisak Sisak k kat'ti haI Raat Usey kehna,

Usey Pukarun k Khud he pohanch jaun uss k pas
Nahi Rahey Wo halaat usey Kehna,

Agr wo Phir b na Lotey tu aYe meharban Qasid
Hamari Zeest k Halaat Usey Kehna,

Her jeet Us k Naam ker Raha Hun Mein,
Main Manta Hun apni Haar ..

Usey kehna :(( Read More >>

Death to Death

Yun toot k chahna tera Emaan ho shaId
Tere Seene meIn b koI tufaan ho shaId..

Mat Muje Aazma Itna k dam nikaL jaYe
Mere Waj00d meIn Teri b Jan ho shaId .. Read More >>

My Soul is Crying..

Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..

Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there's always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,

One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..

All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It's your own heart you can't run.. Read More >>

I'll Wait For You Till I am live

A lengthy silence falls gracefully between the two lovers,
Trying to read the stare U comes to the realization of the anguish we share..

I the blink of an eye You crushes my hopes, dreams and desires,
with the words to follow..

I cant do this to you anymore, we need to stop talking for a while, I'll call you soon,
Depression sets in as You turns and walks away into the enfolding night..

..Watching the love of his life walk away I whispers to her fading silhouette " I will wait for you " Read More >>

God made me just to be Unhappy ?

Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun :) ~ Read More >>

You were made just unforgetable

Jita b Usko sochun Utna he door paun
Jitna b Usko chahon khud he bikharta Jaun,

Mein Aam Sa Musafir be-aas,be-sahara
Wo door kahin basta aasmaan ka tara,

Mein Rait sey Ulajthi Sehraoon ki hawa Hoon
Wo sahilon peY chalta bad-e-saba ka jhonka,

Haan farak tu bhut hey,
per Baat yeh Fakat hai .. ?

Mein lakh toot jaun
Khud sey he rooth Jaun,

Per Yeh na h0ga Mujse ..
k,Mein usk0 bhul jaun..

God had made you for me , i ever thought as if you were an angel sent from Allah just for me , But I never know you will be gone forever,but forever seems very short because you were made just UNFORGETABLE :) Read More >>

Why Does this Happen in Love?

Why does this happen in love?

In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?

Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.

In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?

This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state.. Read More >>

How I found You, NoBoDy

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach

Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish

Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn

Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky

If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow

Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration

Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-) Read More >>

Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again

Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain? Read More >>

I Was Always There For You

Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying... Read More >>

Why Me ?

Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,

Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?

Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.

I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.

So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression? Read More >>

Ah ..

Wo Mere Pass That tu yeh Ehsas tha ,
Wo hey Tu Sahi mgr Kuch Khas nhi ..

Wo Chala ghia tu Yeh Dard Hua,
Wo he Sab kuCh tha Jo mere pass nhi :( Read More >>

I Dont Cry For the Past

Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry

I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry

I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry

I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry

The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry ! Read More >>

Dont Cry At My Funeral

I'm going far away, to another place,
People are gloomy,
They bring flowers to adorn my grave,
All of their faces clammy,
With tears and perspiration,
Dressed in white,

I look from above and feel immensely sad.
How can my people do this to me?
How can they spoil my happiest moment?
I wonder indignantly,

I wanna run through the door,
And meet all the people I wanted to meet
All the people I was always fascinated with,
I wanna ask them about their thoughts and ideas,
How they feel about their life, after death..

Skate on the rings of Saturn,
Sink in deep oceans, never to return,

I wanna look over my near and dear,
Observe who really mourned me,
And who rejoiced my eternal sleep,
I wanna cry over others' pain,
Without being irritated by worried eyes,

I am moving to another world,
Much bigger than this one,
Much more beautiful and ..


One Last Thought, One Last Motion,One Last Heart Beat,I Breath One Last Breath My Eyes Are Closed as I leave With Death .. Read More >>

Memories Play a Confusing Role

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with.. Read More >>

Love Kills ..

Suno , Kisi neY saCh kaha Tha ye,
Mohabat mar nahi SakTi ..

Mgr ,

AdhOra saCh sUna HumneY,
Mukamal saCh tu Yeh hey k ..

Mohabat khUd nhi Marti ,
Mohabat maar deTi heY .. Read More >>

Pain Of My Lonely Nights..

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry

A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll .. Read More >>

One Day You'll Miss My Presence

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow .. Read More >>

Tell me What Was My Fault ?

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

I have been trying to thrust your memory aside
So I could get on with my life
I have tried to love someone other than you
Yet, somehow you remain the main focus Read More >>