When Emotions Flow

There is Only One Life

2009-10-05T14:36:00.000-07:00

There's no more my heart can take
Always a second chance I want to make
Now it has become three, if it turns four
I will go away for I cant bear more

I can't rule your life for you
The choice is yours with what you do
Inside I have but nothing left
In times of love it feels like death

I'm only human, wanting more joy
Don't treat me like I'm just a toy
I hope from now you'll think of me
Through this distance, in love's loyalty

We have one life to walk in hand
At times it's hard, at times it's grand
None is perfect from mistakes we grow
Through thick n thin, through rain and snow

The future comes, but past forgot
Dishonesty n betrayal will only rot
This is the fact I want you to see
How much in life, you mean to me!

Love is Life

2009-09-14T05:08:00.001-07:00

We have walked in Love's land a little way,
We have learnt his lesson a little while,
And shall we not part at the end of day,
With a sigh, a smile?
A little while in the shine of the sun,
We were twined together, joined lips forgot
How the shadows fall when day is done,
And when Love is not ..

We have made no vows - there will none be broke,
Our love was free as the wind on the hill,
There was no word said we need wish unspoke,
We have wrought no ill ..

So shall we not part at the end of day,
Who have loved and lingered a little while,
Join lips for the last time, go our way,
With a sigh, a smile ..

Reality of NoBoDy

2009-09-03T18:29:00.000-07:00

When you left me crying alone
I feel i am a N0b0dy
When God doesn't want to hear me
He proved I am a N0b0dy

When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy

When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy

When i feel lonely in a crowd
That's because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it's the prayers of N0B0Dy

Will You Hold Me If I Fall ?

2009-08-28T12:43:00.000-07:00

Throughout the years
I have come to see
you've been the one
whose supported me

You've been my shoulder
when I needed to cry
You've been my motivator
when I forgot to try

You've been the one
to hold me close
You've held my chin up
when I needed it most

Of all the things
that I have seen
I know you're the one
on which I can lean

All these years
you've been my friend
Your hand to me
is what you lent

I've always thought
of me and you
as a friendship that
is more than true

Now I know
what I failed to see
More than just friends
is what's meant to be

I am sorry that
it took so long
but please understand
I'm scared to be wrong

The fear itself
is starting to fade
now that a new
relationship's been made

Everything I want
is everything you are
Tue love and happiness
is not that far..

I Always Hide My Tears

2009-08-27T16:22:00.000-07:00

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed..

Will You still Love me If I Die?

2009-08-27T16:11:00.001-07:00

When I die,
I'll still love you with all my heart,

I'll be looking down on you praying you'll still be happy,

I'll be hoping you still remember the great times we had.

And when I die,
I'll still be thinking about you every minute of every day,

I'll be thinking about whether you still think about me,

I'll be thinking about how much I really meant to you,
But when I die,

Will you still think about me?
Will you remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing?

Will you still have room for me in your heart?
So when I die,
Will you still love me?

Aj bhi . .

2009-08-27T16:02:00.000-07:00

Aaj bhi tere Liye dil mein Chahtein baki hain,
Tujse Jo kerni the wo adhori Batein baki hain ..

Tumne Kese Soch liya k Muje teri Talab nahi,
Dil mein Utar k Dekh Lo teri Hajtein Baki hain ..

Kabi Fursat Miley tu Aa ker Dekh mere Makaan mein,
Aaj b Teri Khushbu Teri Ahaatein Baki Hain ..

Dekh mera Zaraf k Mein Toot ker b Bikhra nahi,
Ankh Mein Ansu Hain per Lab pe Muskurahtein baki hain ~

Aj bhi . . .

Usey Kehna

2009-08-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

Bikher rahi heY meri Zaat Usey kehna
Kabi Miley tu Yehi Baat Usey Kehna,

Wo Sath tha tu Zamana Tha humsafar mera
Magr ab koi nahi Mere Sath Usey kehna,

Usey kehna k Bin us k din Nahi Kat'ta
Sisak Sisak k kat'ti haI Raat Usey kehna,

Usey Pukarun k Khud he pohanch jaun uss k pas
Nahi Rahey Wo halaat usey Kehna,

Agr wo Phir b na Lotey tu aYe meharban Qasid
Hamari Zeest k Halaat Usey Kehna,

Her jeet Us k Naam ker Raha Hun Mein,
Main Manta Hun apni Haar ..

Usey kehna :((

Death to Death

2009-08-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yun toot k chahna tera Emaan ho shaId
Tere Seene meIn b koI tufaan ho shaId..

Mat Muje Aazma Itna k dam nikaL jaYe
Mere Waj00d meIn Teri b Jan ho shaId ..

Meri takmeel ho Jaye ..

2009-07-08T12:49:00.000-07:00

Bata Rah-e-mohabat Mein chalon mein kis trah Tanha,
Bina tere Mere humdum,chala mujse nahi jata ..

Meri khushiyon k sab khakey Tumhare bin adhure hain,
Mere sapne,meri Ratein,Mere sab din Adhure hain ..

Mera Sapna haqeeqat mein,Jo Yun tabdeel ho Jaye,
Agr tum aa Milo Humse ..

Meri Takmeel ho Jaye :)

My Soul is Crying..

2009-07-02T02:57:00.001-07:00

Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..

Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there's always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,

One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..

All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It's your own heart you can't run..

I'll Wait For You Till I am live

2009-07-02T02:43:00.000-07:00

A lengthy silence falls gracefully between the two lovers,
Trying to read the stare U comes to the realization of the anguish we share..

I the blink of an eye You crushes my hopes, dreams and desires,
with the words to follow..

I cant do this to you anymore, we need to stop talking for a while, I'll call you soon,
Depression sets in as You turns and walks away into the enfolding night..

..Watching the love of his life walk away I whispers to her fading silhouette " I will wait for you "

God made me just to be Unhappy ?

2009-06-19T13:27:00.000-07:00

Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun :) ~

You were made just unforgetable

2009-06-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

Jita b Usko sochun Utna he door paun
Jitna b Usko chahon khud he bikharta Jaun,

Mein Aam Sa Musafir be-aas,be-sahara
Wo door kahin basta aasmaan ka tara,

Mein Rait sey Ulajthi Sehraoon ki hawa Hoon
Wo sahilon peY chalta bad-e-saba ka jhonka,

Haan farak tu bhut hey,
per Baat yeh Fakat hai .. ?

Mein lakh toot jaun
Khud sey he rooth Jaun,

Per Yeh na h0ga Mujse ..
k,Mein usk0 bhul jaun..

God had made you for me , i ever thought as if you were an angel sent from Allah just for me , But I never know you will be gone forever,but forever seems very short because you were made just UNFORGETABLE :)

I just Cant ..

2009-06-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Yun Gawarah nae Jeena Bin Tere Muje
Kyun hey Juda k0i tu Waja Bata Dey Muje,

Kuch aur nae tu Ker Itna Karam
Janan Tu Yaad na aYe wo Jaga Bta Dey Muje ..

I feel You are My One True Love

2009-06-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Happiness is when we feel completed
Being in love is no longer feeling defeated
What I wish for is the world to be like you
Sweet, gentle, caring and true

Now you are gone, my world is incomplete
I hope one day I will meet
Someone who can make time stand still
I hope they can make me feel

The way you made me
You set my heart free
Of course no one could replace you
My one true love will always be you..

When You Look Into My Eyes

2009-06-09T09:32:00.001-07:00

When you look into my eyes..
what do you see?

When you look into my eyes..
what is it that brings you close to me?

..is it the love i have for you?..
or is it just me?..

When you look into my eyes..
what does it make you think of when you are near me?

When you look into my eyes..
What do you want from me?

When you look into my eyes..
why do i always get a feeling that you are always going to be with me?

When i look into your eyes i see myself there..

... when i look into your eyes i feel so free

Why Does this Happen in Love?

2009-06-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

Why does this happen in love?

In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?

Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.

In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?

This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state..

The Day You loved Me

2009-06-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

Loving was something I ran from
Trusting was something that didn't come easy.

Being myself was something I could never do
Faking a smile was something that came naturally.

Hating myself was something I could not hide
Being free was something that seemed so far away.

Wishing was something I learned didn't come true..

Everything was just so fake to me.
I was a stranger to myself.
But that all changed in one quick heartbeat.
When you said you loved me..

If My past Could be My future

2009-05-27T17:37:00.000-07:00

For as long as I can remember
you have had the biggest part in my life
There has always been this magic between us
and I never even wasted a minute on the idea
that we could ever grow apart

But now I'm left here alone
thinking of our memorable past
realizing it's the only thing I have left of you
memories that were once so sweet and meaningfull
but now became so bitter and painfull
Because I'm concious of the fact
that I'll never experience them ever again

And I didn't just lose our love.I lost our friendship that was so precious to me.But it's impossible for me to 'just be your friend.And make you love me again
the way you used to before you fell for U ..

Just know that you are my entire past
but that you are not even a part of my future ..=(

I wish I was Dreaming

2009-05-19T14:24:00.000-07:00

I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.

I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.

I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.

Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..

And It was only she ..

2009-04-24T12:10:00.000-07:00

Nobody knows why
That little girl cries
Nobody knows why
She as so much pain in her eyes

Nobody knows why
She wears long sleeves to cover her arms
Nobody knows why
She causes herself harm

Nobody knows why
She killed herself that day
Nobody knows why
She never said what she had to say

Nobody knows why
And its to late to see
That, that little girl
Was she n only she :(

I always thought you are also a victim like me , paying for " Others " Sins , but while doing that , You killed yourself !

Ah , You killed me :(

How I found You, NoBoDy

2009-04-24T12:02:00.001-07:00

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach

Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish

Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn

Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky

If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow

Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration

Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-)

Even I Cant Hide My Hurt

2009-04-11T14:37:00.000-07:00

When u r in pain,
when ur heart is broken when ur tounge stop talkin,

When u needs to cry but ur eyes is dry..U r in pain!

When u prefer to die when ur heart needs supply
When use the morning night when ur eyes closed cuz u feel fright

When u feel that all when u have no soul ,U r in pain !

When u write to express when ur hurt progress,when u see the more less
you r in pain !

When ur love gone away when u feel that no way,

You are in pain ..

Life is Just an illusion

2009-03-07T13:45:00.000-08:00

Life Is an Illusion,Making the world a big confusion,Taking unreal fantasies Into a living reality,Exchanging the pain in your heart,Turning it into a shame of humility,Deceiving your eyes,Making up believable lies,Believing in your illusions
Is seeing what you want to see ..

Seeking for the truth, You only want to believe,Its a state of mind Taking over your life.

Your smile, My everything

2009-02-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

J0 lafzOn se tUne bUna hai
wOh haseen pyaar ka silsila hai ~``
tU hassa to ye aalam hassa hai~``..

Please :(

2009-01-31T14:17:00.000-08:00

Mene her rOz Dua meIn tuJe manGa heY,
Hun beWafa mGr Wafa Sey Tuje Manga hey ~

KbI SaJde meIn Ja ker Puchna apne rab Sey ,
Mene kIs kIs ada Sey tuje Manga Hey ~

- Waiting for a Chance to come up , the Day I will Get You Forever in My life , i know I will, NoBody!

Though I was worthless ,But Never My Love was :|

Words Cant Describe How I feel

2009-01-31T05:27:00.001-08:00

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again

Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain?

We Loved To Create Memories

2009-01-30T15:30:00.001-08:00

Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise

When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true ..

My Silence Speaks Alot

2009-01-30T15:29:00.001-08:00

The Silence In my Words,The Un-Asked Question Forces me to Move towards an Undesired Direction.
In Its Own Classic Gait,Life Moves,
Once blinded,thought There was no One To Lose.

Deprived of the feelings of happiness,I feel left alone in this Mess loneliness,Finding out love In You..
I Try,Unable to Smile,Unable to Cry.

I Was Always There For You

2009-01-30T15:26:00.001-08:00

Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...

You'll Never Understand Me

2009-01-30T15:23:00.000-08:00

This Is My Advanced Feeling
I'm feeling on top of the world!
This is my turn
to show the world who i am!
I am A human being!

This is my Advanced Feeling
And this who i Truely well are!
This is my feelings
and this is who i am
why cant you understand me
and take me!

This is my advanced feelings
why wont you let me
live theses
these are precious
this is me!
This is my world
Please drop In
Because that Is that
this is all i can be

And This Is My Advanced Feelings!
Please don't try and understand
Because you never will!
Theses are Mine ..

Time Qualifies EveryThing

2009-01-03T06:21:00.001-08:00

Time Doesnt Wait..

If You Think You might Have Found The Right One,Treasure the Person,Doesnt let that PErson get Away.

Dont Let Fear Hold You Back,
Get it a Try else You might Regret !
No One Other Than ourselvEs know,
What can truely Make Us HapPy ..

Nowhere To Leave The Pain

2009-01-03T06:17:00.000-08:00

Time has come and gone,
Through laughter and pain,
Our good times many,
And bad times few,

You may be gone,
But having your spirit around eases the pain,
Stories among many,
Bad stories among the few,

You held on for weeks while we prayed you wouldnt leave,
Then even all of it was gone including pain,
You taught me fear is bad,
But so long as you believe everything will be alright,

You once told me once you left to listen to the wind,
And when I was lonely just listen,
So now here I sit,
I listen, but hear nothing,

Then one day I heard you whisper and then it rang,
Pain forgotten,
Lessons many,
Crying few,
Now all I got left of you is the whisper in the wind ..

The Way You Left Me...

2009-01-03T06:13:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I Aches,For too Many Reasons to Acknowledge,

And..

SOmetimes I Cry,
Because the Ache Never Goes Away,
For a Reason,The Way You Left Me ..

~ Dedicated to NoBoDy ~

- Look I am all bleeding , Blood stained :(

True Love Lasts Forever

2009-01-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"

They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you

Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it

But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never end..

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Why Me ?

2008-12-20T15:51:00.000-08:00

Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,

Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?

Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.

I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.

So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression?

One Day You'll Also Love Me

2008-12-20T15:32:00.000-08:00

Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!

How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?

Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!

Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?

Ah ..

2008-12-09T15:55:00.000-08:00

Wo Mere Pass That tu yeh Ehsas tha ,
Wo hey Tu Sahi mgr Kuch Khas nhi ..

Wo Chala ghia tu Yeh Dard Hua,
Wo he Sab kuCh tha Jo mere pass nhi :(

After Me ..

2008-12-09T15:47:00.001-08:00

After Me ..

When I will not be here,When i will be gone forever,When i will be dead,Just Come to My Grave,Dont Cry ..

Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,Talk to me,Cheer Me up ..

Remember the Times When We Were Together,When We Were Friends,Listen To My Quiet Reply..

Enjoy Those Moments , Try to understand the Unsaid Words & Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)

Pleasureable Pain

2008-12-09T15:43:00.000-08:00

Meri TakmeeL Abhi Or Bikher ker hogi,
Subah hogi mgr Raat Guzer ker Hogi ..

Tujse Milne ki khuShi mein Yeh Ehsas na Raha,
Kitni Takleef Tujse Bicher ker Hogi ..

A Painful Night Without You

2008-12-09T15:39:00.001-08:00

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..

Life is a Game,Just play it

2008-11-29T22:42:00.000-08:00

Roll the dice again
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.

Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.

End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.

Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.

Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..

I Dont Cry For the Past

2008-11-21T18:39:00.000-08:00

Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry

I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry

I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry

I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry

The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !

You & Me - The Precious Moments

2008-11-21T18:37:00.000-08:00

You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..

You Were Only Made For Me

2008-11-11T08:27:00.001-08:00

I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
everytime a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame

its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart

ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun

put it striaght to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin

you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door

i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...

Till Death Do Us Apart

2008-11-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

Forever and always, I have loved you that long
What was once just a dream has come true
For, you have lived in my dreams and are now in my heart
I have waited a lifetime for you

Each one of us has a true love, so I am told
One special person who makes us complete
From the moment I met you, I knew it was true
You are the girl of my dreams, my soul mate

Enduring and endless, our love will remain
Our hearts and our souls intertwined
Always together, we will walk hand in hand
I will be yours and you will always be Mine ..

Would You Walk with Me Forever

2008-11-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

Would you walk With me through the Months and years,through laughs and tears,through dreams Through Fears,Dont break my heart for it would shatter like mirrors,so would you walk with me,through it all..

We'll rise and fall,my feelings building up like walls dont break them down,just take my hand
and dont let go,Hold it tight with all you know,Now Lets Walk ..

One Day I Will Be All Yours

2008-11-03T09:52:00.000-08:00

You didn't live to see my face
And I wonder what you were like
You would've been a few years older
But you didn't get to live a life

I didn't get to meet you
Because you had a disease from birth
I wasn't even born
When you were taken off the earth

I didn't get to learn who you were
Don't know if you were gonna be smart
But even though you are in heaven
You hold a big chunk of my heart

I think about you each day
When I wake up and go to sleep
And though we have no memories
My thoughts about you, I keep

I would've loved to meet you
But I know that that won't happen
I guess I'll just have to wait
Until I meet you in heaven ..

I am not afraid of dying

2008-10-29T18:29:00.000-07:00

It's not so easy to stop from screaming, But words escape me when I try to speak,
Tears they flow but why am I Crying?After all I am not afraid of dying..

Don't believe that there never is an end, I know that I'm alone, It's me and Myself and Nobody else

Dont Cry At My Funeral

2008-10-29T16:52:00.001-07:00

I'm going far away, to another place,
People are gloomy,
They bring flowers to adorn my grave,
All of their faces clammy,
With tears and perspiration,
Dressed in white,

I look from above and feel immensely sad.
How can my people do this to me?
How can they spoil my happiest moment?
I wonder indignantly,

I wanna run through the door,
And meet all the people I wanted to meet
All the people I was always fascinated with,
I wanna ask them about their thoughts and ideas,
How they feel about their life, after death..

Skate on the rings of Saturn,
Sink in deep oceans, never to return,

I wanna look over my near and dear,
Observe who really mourned me,
And who rejoiced my eternal sleep,
I wanna cry over others' pain,
Without being irritated by worried eyes,

I am moving to another world,
Much bigger than this one,
Much more beautiful and ..

One Last Thought, One Last Motion,One Last Heart Beat,I Breath One Last Breath My Eyes Are Closed as I leave With Death ..

Memories Play a Confusing Role

2008-10-21T09:48:00.000-07:00

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..

Love Kills ..

2008-10-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

Suno , Kisi neY saCh kaha Tha ye,
Mohabat mar nahi SakTi ..

Mgr ,

AdhOra saCh sUna HumneY,
Mukamal saCh tu Yeh hey k ..

Mohabat khUd nhi Marti ,
Mohabat maar deTi heY ..

Come to Me ,Dont ever Go Away

2008-10-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

Where have U gone?!
The one that was always there
The one i depended on

With everyday that goes by
I feel we drift apart
Further and further away
But forever in my heart

Please come back to me
And don't leave me alone
I feel so empty
I feel so cold

I love you i do
With everything i am
But please come back to me
And hold me where I stand ..

And You Took me With You..

2008-10-19T11:36:00.000-07:00

Tuje Kia Khabar Teri Yaad Ney Muje kese Kese Sata Diya,
Kabi khalwaton meIn Hassa dIya , Kabi MahfilOn meIn Rula Diya ..

Kabi Yun HUa Teri Yaad mein , Meri Namaz Kaza Hui,
Kabi Yun Hua Teri Yaad Ney Muje Mere Rab Sey miLa dIya ..

If I Could ..

2008-10-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

If I Could Fly
I'd Show To You The Sky
I'd Take You To The Stars
We Could Make Out On Mars

If I could Breath Under The Sea
We Could Hang Out With The Dolphins And Join Them For Tea
I'd Find For You The Biggest Pearl
Happy In Knowing You Were My Girl

If I could Travel Through Time
I'd Go Back To When You Were Mine
I'd Stop Myself Messing Up And Treating You Bad
And Throwing Away The Best Thing I Ever Had

Love is a Name Of Sacrifice

2008-09-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

I will live a life of sorrow
so you can be happy tomorrow
all your pains will become mine
the pains you had in your past times

Might as well be my fault,upon ending
still trying to consume the words your sending
I know i need you in my life
since your happy,i'll replace you with a knife

My life is going to change since youve gone away
words are clustered together,never will i say
feels like my soulmate left me alone
when your gone,my mind does nothing but roam

I see you in my eyes, i cannot belive your smile
I see you,as i lay upon tiles
my sacrifice of love is you
It is one worthy and true ..

Pain Of My Lonely Nights..

2008-09-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry

A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..

Once Upon a Time ..

2008-09-15T08:44:00.001-07:00

Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...

I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

Once upon a time, in the past..

I Want All My Days Back

2008-09-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..

One Day You'll Miss My Presence

2008-09-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..

Tell me What Was My Fault ?

2008-09-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

I have been trying to thrust your memory aside
So I could get on with my life
I have tried to love someone other than you
Yet, somehow you remain the main focus

I Write My Own Destiny

2008-09-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

I know that you're my destiny
because i know this is real
and i know that you love me
because you show how you feel

I know that you're my destiny
and that we were meant to be
because i know that your love
is all i seem to need

I know that you're my destiny
and how i feel deep down is sincere
because when i'm with you i'm complete
and I always want you near

I know that you're my destiny
because you sweep me off my feet
and your touch is so tender
it makes my heart skip a beat

I know that you're my destiny
and i love the sweet things you do
but babe, all-n-all
i really love you ..

As Long as Our Memories Exist

2008-09-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

As Long As You Love Me
I'll be your best friend
I'll be your companion
best friend till the end

As long as you love me
As long as you stay
I'll do anything for you
Anyplace, any day

I'll bring you the sunlight
I'll comfort your tears
I'll fight all my life
To chase all your fears

As long as forever
My love will be ture
forever is perfect
If im loving you

Learning from mistakes ..

2008-08-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Mistake after mistake
That's all I seem to make
I take one step just to fall
Take another and hit a wall

I close my eyes, for I'm afraid
Another mistake I know I made
Yell at me I know I did it wrong
Try again? Am I that strong?

Can I take another step without fear?
What if another mistake is near?
Falling and tripping along the way
I will get better at this one day

I'll keep stepping no matter how long it takes
One day I will learn from these mistakes
They say practice makes perfection
I want to be like your refection

And hold my head up high
Looking up into the sky
Able to walk without stalling
Not worrying about falling..

Love or Trust .. ?

2008-08-08T23:16:00.001-07:00

Trust is a fairytail little girls grow up believing..
Love is a willing act so many take over and over again, just to let their fragile hearts once again break..

Love,I put so much faith in it..Truth,I kept believing it falls always from the lips of the one you love and trust the most..

Faith,It's all bound up to love and Trust where does one end and the other began,and how do you tell when love is the blindest of them all?

My Destiny Always Deceives Me

2008-08-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

The ultimate pain of solitude and silence
Broken by the sounds of whimpering
Blood is everywhere
Spelling out the horror of what happened
Telling no lies
And giving no explanation

Fear overwhelms the victim
Who's sitting in the corner
The blade lays on the floor
Covered in red liquid
The victim is dying
But she's enjoying every second ..

Even When Shadow betrays You

2008-08-08T23:12:00.000-07:00

This fear I have.
This pain I have.

This feeling of terrible hate
Looming over me.

This animosity tormenting me
Devouring my very soul.
Wanting to take over.

It whispers in my ear
Filling me with dread.
Clutching my shoulders
Pushing me over the edge.

This Shadow was born
In Darkness
It lives in Darkness.

This Shadow I fear.
This Shadow is Me ..=(

Trying To Forget You

2008-08-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

I Want To Quit this Mean World

2008-08-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

The whole world is fake
The faces around us
We all seem to hate
We live a lie
Up until the day we die..

Trying to be someone were not
Not being ourselves
No matter what
All living are lives
As a sharade
Letting our true selves fade and fade..

Why cant we all be real
Tell people how we truly feel
It seems as though
This is how its always gonna be
Not having a true definition of the word Me,
Just simply acting to make ourselves look good
Not being who we are
Like we should ..

Life is an Endless Journey

2008-08-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

Life is the journey we all will take,
An undulating adventure,
Make no mistake.

Through it all we take things for granted,
And then look back with resent.
At the worries that have planted,
And the problems they present.

Though life does have many highlights,
Some that we won't ever believe.
Moments that had always been in our sights,
And tell of how much we can achieve.

And while we all go through at different pace,
To reach our final goals.
We all end up finding our place,
Somewhere that we are whole..

When My Beats Miss Those Days

2008-08-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

Its Not That I Dont Miss You,Its Not That I Forget You.Its Just That I never Forget You..

Even it Cant be So,till My heart is Beating ..

=)

Nothing Is Forever..

2008-08-08T23:03:00.001-07:00

How many friends have you lost along The way,

How many lovers gone from your sight,
How many times have you broken down in fear,

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep at night.
This world that we live in is far from perfect,
So many things that make it wrong,
Sometimes there's light that brightens up Your day,

But others its been dark all along.
How many times have you left your House crying,
Knowing things will never be the same,
How many times have you had to hide Behind a smile,

Live with a different name.
They say that life's what you make it,
But how can we control death,
One minute we are here living life,
The next out of breathes.

The journey of life confuses me,
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why,
Why do the people we are closest to,
Always have to die???

Tomorrow Never Dies

2008-08-08T23:00:00.001-07:00

Everything Comes To An End After a Critical Period.But,Tomorrow Remains There No Matter What Happens in Our Lives ..

A Hope Remains there,in the Way We Want Our Dreams To Be Fulfilled ..

I am Yet To be Loved by You

2008-08-08T22:57:00.001-07:00

The Affection in Your Smile,The Depth In Your Eyes..Was never for me,I Never realized.Worthy of nothing,still i wish to survive,I look for The care,For You,I Strive..

Over Ruled by the Strong desire Of Being Priceless Like You,I am Yet to Be Loved,To Be Loved By You..

When'll You See,How Much I Care

2008-08-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

Never will I understand,
Why my love, denies my hand.
What pain, what suffering have you endured?
With my help, can you be cured?

My thoughts, my dreams, you re always there,
When will you see how much I care?
Such little time I ve spent with you,
Enough to know my love is true.

The further you drift away from me,
The more I feel I ll never be free.
Perhaps I should just let you go,
Your love maybe, I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,
And if you should ever shed a tear,
My arms are here to hold you tight,
For I will always be your light..

Things will Never be The Same

2008-08-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

I say I'm hurt,
But no one ask why..

They see me crying,
But they just pass by..

I don't understand why your love makes me feel this way,

Because when I hear your voice,
I feel weak and walk away..

You call ma name,
And I slowly retreat
You walk toward me,
And my heart starts to beat,
Faster and faster,

With every step you take,
My pain grows larger..
Because I know things will never be the same..

Who Cares When I am Hurt ?

2008-08-08T22:49:00.001-07:00

Everyone hurts at one time or another.Sometimes The Hurts Are Relatively Minor And Tend To Go Away By Themselves.

But at Other Times The Hurts Are So Intense That We Wonder Whether They Will Ever Go Away..

To Whom Shall I Complain ?

2008-08-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

Some say I am a betrayer betrayed,but if I have never betrayed anyone,and have just been betrayed in love why would you say this ?

Is it because after you hurt my heart and split it open that when I hated you I became a betrayer ?Or is it because I wont let anyone in because the pain hurts ?

Am I the betrayer full of hate for you?
It is true I hate you but there is a part of me that wont let you go.

I still hate you or how you hurt me,but I still love the way you were and how you would hold me in your arms.

Now I feel like I'm falling..
To Whom shall i complain?

Silent Rays of Hopes ..

2008-08-07T23:19:00.001-07:00

I stood by the window
With good reasons to curse
For life was turning from bad to worse
I wondered how could anyone preserve his morality
When all around is disloyalty..

When people around you are all so corrupt
How could it not be your principle and values disrupt
I looked outside keeping aside my plight
When suddenly i saw a wonderful sight..

Far away on a small flower bed
Grew a little rose,so bright and red
The rose with thorns was completely surrounded
Yet in pleasant fragrance it fully abounded..

Beside there was a pond with weeds of every kind
In grew a lotus of colour rare to find
Surroundings too filthy,smell really awful
Yet the lotus bloomed,radiant and beautiful..

In an atmosphere conducive and fine
everything would glitter and shine
But living in hell and doom
Its really creditable to bloom..

Look at lotus,look at rose
Its allways the beauty,wherever it grows..

Broken Friendship = Borken Heart

2008-08-07T23:18:00.001-07:00

I'm Sitting here now,
Tears fall down my cheeks,
I can't take this pain no more,
I cant stand these weeps..

Writing from my heart,
As is starts to finally break,
I've been acting so happy,
I can't believe how fake..

I feel the pain at night,
Mostly when I'm alone,
I sit here on my bed,
My heart can no longer be sewn..

I'm looking for a place,
Where i can just get away,
Somewhere where i wont think about you,
Each and everyday.

The friendship necklace we had,
To sides of a heart,
I wore apart of yours around my neck,
you had half my heart from the start.

I guess i didn't realize,
you could cause me so much pain,
But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,
before i slowly go insane..

I'm so sorry things had to end this way,
I guess it wasn't suppose to be,
But please give me back my piece of the heart,
I need it to be free..

Love me for a Reason

2008-08-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

Don't love me for what I have,
Or the things that you think I'll receive..
Love me for who I am as a whole,
And the person that I'm struggling to be..

Don't love me for my money,
Because if you ask I will truly share..
Love me for being understanding and kind,
And for being a friend whose always there..

Don't love me because I house you,
Because I would do the same for a dog..
Love me because I have faith in you,
And for loving you most of all..

Love me for seeing the good in you,
And for helping you overcome the bad.
Don't love me because I cater to you,
And for giving you my very last..

Love me for the person I am truly,
On the inside and the out..
Don't love me because the words I love you,
Flows freely from my mouth..

Why Cant You see Me Cring ?

2008-08-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

Watching you go is slowly killing me inside
To see the pain you suffer, it just isn't right
I find myself crying though you're still here.
One day you won't be, and that's my greatest fear.

So I soak up the moments I still have with you.
And regret the ones I lost when I had better things to do.
I know there are things I can never make up for,
And still somewhere inside you loved me all the more

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..

You Said You'll always be there

2008-08-07T23:14:00.001-07:00

The day i met you,
That really fun day,
When i seen you in the mirror,
I thought that you were the one,
But i guess i was wrong,
You hurt me,
You killed me inside,

I don't no how but you did,
You cheated,
You even lied to my face,
When you were alone,
I was always there,

But when i needed you,
You were never there,
I loved you so much,
but did you love me,

It hurts to look at you now,
I cant even look you in the eye,
You just didn't understand,
That you meant so much to me ..

Nobody knows How Much I Miss You

2008-08-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

Gate of memories Will never Close,
How MUch we Miss Each other nobody Knows ..

Days Will Pass Like years,We will remember the Memories In Silent tears ..

Dedicated To NoBoDy -

The Game of Hearts

2008-08-07T23:07:00.001-07:00

The tangled webs that life may bring falls away to love,To have and to hold til death do us part even when push comes to shove..

Everything that I do and say comes with nothing but true sincerity.Together we’ll make the world ours have a love that brings real prosperity.I truly believe forever will be nothing but real bliss..

Each day that I awake, I can’t wait to feel the passion in your kiss.Our lives that we’ll lead will bring love that others only dream of.You are the one that brings prosperity to my life and our love.
Forever I give myself to you always on my bended knee. .

My love is yours, my life is yours, because you have set me free ..

Life is all about having Fun

2008-08-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

The prettiest words you say.
The most amazing things you do,
The most little things that make us smile,

In sandy beach, the longest walks,
The tight hugs, and longer talks.
The most little things that make us smile,

The next day texts, missing you they say
And i been thinking of you since you left today.
The most little things that make us smile.

Tonight, ill be holding your hand tight,
And whisper i love you with my eyes open wide.
You are the most special person who makes me smile..

I Always Hide My Tears

2008-08-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day..

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed..

My Past ..

2008-08-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

People Says,"Gone is Gone..Move Ahead,World is AwaitIng For You"

But They Never Know..I have Lost my Whole World in The Past ..

Because , This is Fate ..

2008-08-07T04:46:00.000-07:00

Everytime I'm nearly over you
You show up, and ruin everything
We weren't even anything serious
Just a silly fling

But it meant something to me
You were my first kiss
You shattered my heart and stabbed my back
And I'll never forgive you for this..

How dare you take advantage of me
Just to see how far you'd get
I wish she'd never introduced us
I wish we never met

Cause then when I'd see you
I wouldn't want to puke
You make me feel so happy, then so sad
Now i feel like ill never find someone else
That, that was just a fluke

You made me so self conscious
You made me feel ugly
You made me feel like "you could do better"
but at least now i can say I'm free

I might not've caused this freedom
but it sure as hell feels great
Maybe we'll meet again one day
Maybe we wont ..

Its up to fate ...

My Wish is Only You

2008-08-07T04:19:00.000-07:00

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
beCause you wouldn't love me too

Dedicated to a Mother ..

2008-08-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

I Had Never Been a Fortune Teller ..But This is the fUture I cOuld See ahead .. =)

Agar BhUl jaye k Humney kabi na bhulaya tha tUj Ko,
..tu ..

Yad Unko Kerna JinhoN ney Banaya tha TujkO ..

SarghOshi ker k Tere kanoon mein.BahoOn meIn apni Sulaya Tha Tj ko
Chalte Chalte Thoker lagi tU Hastey hUye Uthaya tha tjkO,

Raste ka ilam na tha,Lekin aghey jAney ka Josh tha,
Tu tha Uss Wakt Nadaan bhut,
Ungli Mein Tham ker tera Hath,dOor ek Nishaan dikhAya tha tjkO ..

Manzil pa ker tU paraey b bhUl jatey Hain,
tUney kese BhUla dIya JinhOn ney Hamesha Apnaya tha tjkO ..

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Writeen :

12:45 am

30/05/07
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A bleeding bird ..

2008-08-07T03:50:00.000-07:00

When someOne just leaves you,Then All we have to Do is nothing But to Dwell in despair ..A cOmplete Bleeding birD !

Hotey hain Sab he Juda,Hamarey BichrNey ka Sabab yehi Tha,
Tumhari Yadoon ka Sahara B choot Gia,Mere Tutney ka Sabab yehi Tha

Tum Tanha Theh,HumSafar Koi na tha,
Tumhari Jafa Ko Wafa Samaj liya,Mere dubney Ka Sabab yehI Tha ..

GairOn ki chahat ka Seerab ApNon ki pehchan Bhula Gia,
Mila na Kuch Sila Phr b,MEre Rothney ka sabab yehi tha

Tumhen Farda ki Fiker tHi,mAn meIn ek khof tha,
Mein Tu Nibah Sakta tha SadyOn tak,Mere Lotney ka Sabab yahi tha ..

Tumhari Takmeel mjse thi,Tumhari Takdeer mjsey thi,
Mere Zawal k dar ney hara dIya tmkO,Mere Aazmaney ka Sabab yehI tha

Aaon ga na Kabi Lot k,Beshak chaho Muje tOot k
Tumharey EhsanOn ka bhOj rUlaey ga,

Mere ratsa Badalney ka Sabab yehi Tha ...

Meri Kahani ..

2008-08-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

JAhan Mili Mohabat wO theher Gia,
Jahan Mili Nafrat wO seH gIa ..

Yehi hey meri Zindgani,
Darhakekat Meri zindgi ki kahani ..
kOn janey Kahan ShUru kahan Khatm yeh Dastaan pUrani..

I was tOtally Unaware Of the wOrd " NoBoDy ",But Now It seems as if It has been Penetrated intO my restLess sOul .. What The Life ActUally Is,I barely knOw !But,No One ever Tried tO get me,Thats why NoBoDy Aint seemeD That RedicilOus !

SometImes It seems I was Destined to be alOne,sIlently living,havinG cOuntless wIshes,sIlent Screams,sIlent Prayers .. Alas ! Everything is jUSt sIlent !

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Written :

12:03 am

26/05/07

Few Pages Of My Diary ..

2008-08-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

When The Internal all Bleeds,Then The Only Left is " Words " ..Nothing Much to Reveal,Except a sOul ..The Lost sOul.

" All hOpe abOndned,whO enters Here "

Here I Go,Because I knOw I am DestIneD tO Move On .. =)

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- That Was The Very first Page Of My Diary ..I Wont Feel Weird to Share Some Moments With Everybody over Here ..
Because,EveryOne dO go thrOugh all These Periods ..

Let me Start,With My Own things,The Few Pages,sOcked in Tears .. =)

Can You Bring Me Back to Life ?

2008-08-07T00:05:00.001-07:00

If only you could see the tears
In the world you left behind..

If only you could heal my heart
Just one more time..

Even when I close my eyes
There is an image of your face..

Once again I come to realize
I'll have to live to make you live..

But I will give my life away
If you don't wish me to smile..

Because my heart keeps asking you
What on earth will you do about me, love..

What will you do..
To bring me back to live..

What will you do..
Except coming to me..

What will you do..
You have no choice left
As I have no hope left ..

You are Living in Me

2008-08-06T22:32:00.001-07:00

SOmethings in Life never Changed,
Somethings in Life You Dont Find Reasons,

Some Moments in life are not forgotten,
Sometimes You lose hope..
When time rolls By You To forget,
What Holds You on..

Some people in life are a part of You,
and when You Let Them Go,
You Never Lose Them..

Beacuse ..

You Find Them Living in You .. =)

Living With Memories ..

2008-08-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

I remember the old days
when we used to play,
Those memories passes
by my mind each day,
Everytime we play tag,
And I'm IT,
I always find you to get tagged.

Oh how wonderful was it to be a kid,
We were only small human beings
that needs to get fed,
We never knew anything before,
But now we know something more...

We learned the existence of the word "LOVE"
They say it can make people sob,
Love has only four letters,
But has meanings that we
Can treasure forever..

Seems Like Just Yesterday ..

2008-08-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

It seems like just yesterday
You were here with me,
But now you've gone away
It's hard for me to see,

I wish I could talk to you
Wish I could see you
Everyone else wishes that too
Even you probably do,

Now you May Be Gone For Sure
But,Would I Ever be able to Forget U?

I Dont Know, Why People Hurt Others So Easily.Even They Don't Think,They Don't Bother That This Behaviour May be Done With Them Too At Anytime, at Any Turning Of Their Lives..